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Lust calling

Here's how lust calls to me:

"Come to me, I'll take away all your pain and make you forget for a little...

Trying Higher Power's way

My sponsor is trying to get me through Step 3 - full and complete surrender to my Higher Power.  This is a very difficult concept for me but my sponsor is being very patient and kind - taking baby steps with me....

The dark look has gone

I seem to always think negatively about life first thing in the morning...but it leaves as I start to get going. Hitting my knees to pray for another sober 24 hours for my sponsor - then for another sober 24 hours...

My ideas didn't work

I was talking to my sponsor about my latest slip.  I told him how I'd acted out and then said, "I know I need to work the steps, I know I need to do the next...